I'm a sceptic but spirituality has secular forms in psychology, but religion is simply irresponsible philosophy. I have a hard time believing what's on this board, but to bring your Jesus here, that's just the worst. Christianity, all of the Abrahamic religions, are not even remotely valuable on a spiritual level.
Modern Christians ignore swathes of the book, if they have even read any of it, and twist it to fit their own perverse views. If you're going to follow an archaic blood cult then at least do it right.
See you in heaven - not a chance. I would never wish bad on another person but I'm not bowing down to your bloodthirsty monster of a "god".